i am back....

really feel like blogging after a long break. it's time to buck up and put all my energy @anthesis :)..... however, pls spoil me just for a while... after 2 more trips and i promise myself to engage all my heart to it... :)

what have i done for the past year? dieting, working- part timing, tours, hi tea, massage, facial, cooking when i feel like it, joined Amore, meeting friends. yes, many say this is tai tai life and i don't deny it.. i can do this mostly with the support of a good hubby ... :) thanks Dar.. muakz...

missing working life, but i know i will sure to be missing tai tai life when i'm back to work... just pray that i won't slack anymore when it have to end... I WON'T!

anyway, what's missing in my blog for the past year....

A number of weddings.

Jia Ying's wedding. my boy is one of the 'flower boys'

on our way to Diana's wedding

dressing up for Grace's wedding

congrats to all...

the first cake design by CHYC

cam whoring with boy... always..... :)

Marinet shifted to TUAS :) beautiful office with a grand opening

Yep... it's my FIRST TIME ON THE FLIGHT..

Perth-Pemberton ---->

26 - 29 feb - a birthday trip for my boy. he enjoyed himself so much :)

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the sexiest photo ever.... HOW CHARMING ... love ya boy 

A friend asked if i'm wearing anything... what do you think?

yes, we have shifted :) Jiu Jiu, his favourite uncle came over for a swim with boy.. granny swimming at the bigger pool just right behind the boys...

taking photos of the hand bouquet.. boy is helping us out :)

yep... my brother's first girlfriend. BGR lasted for only a while... if you asked me if they are still together, i do not know... will show some concern when our bro-sis relationship got better and he is comfortable to talk..... it got better! and will be better... BEST! :)

 yep we are celebrating National day @ MBS

more of my most adorable boy...

many more happenings, but it's time to shut my eyes and rest..

logging off 1.45am

i hope i can run away and hide, but decisions has to be made. i have too many "wants" and they are all contridicting. i am not given a choice to be greedy as i know i can't be in the best of both worlds. i'm too afraid to make the wrong move and i can't let myself regret when i've decided my path. i seriously hate it. the feeling sucks and i brought it upon myself.

i don't know who's the devil and who's the angel. maybe i am the devil and i am the angel. too many opinions were being discussed on the same issue and i tam totally lost. i'm afraid to move forward and i dare not take a step back. a crisis at the age of 30.. whichever path i step into will be a turning point of my life and i force myself into this. i created 2 fogging paths and is now standing at the edge looking at which way to go, but i can't see what is ahead of me.

his school's news letter.. although it's nothing to 'wow' about, i'm still proud of him.

he's so fun esp when he's learning to talk now. he also knows that there are different expression ... e.g. he can show a angry face when asked to. love ya baby!

PS: can no longer carry him for long hours. guys, pls stop spoiling him with gifts =_=III he ask me to buy train yesterday... that's the first time i hear him requesting for toys

taken with leo's new 12.1 megapixel sony ericsson phone.. he posted these pix, but i'll just love to post it again.. you are so adorable Cy!! this hair cut suits ya :) he knows what to do what we are snapping shots of him! so cute!

Chris mini birthday celebration.. @ west end. the steak is perfect!

William & Laksa.. he commented that it's "so - so" only

Their award winning fried rice. taste good

Jo's pasta which taste really delicious.. but not too much as it's too creamy.

Christmas party in office.

what a cool gift from Pat to Sam

Christmas is a time to give. the flowers we recieved for donating to children cancer foundation 

i've picked Chris so i'm supposed to buy him a gift....my seal tight gift for Chris.. hee

thanks Sam .. i love this.

it's a long weekend because Hari Raya Haji falls on Friday. we didn't have a good time because whole family is sick. Cy vomitted for days and refuse to eat and drink on Sat. it's so worrying .. haiz. at least, he's better now and we are more relief...

Something not very nice happened to Ana yesterday. hope she won't feel too sad. the good news for her is she will be going back to Phillippines for good. i hope it's really for good as i think that's also her wish. she wanted to have babies and settled down in her hometown. to have to come back to work again means she needs to earn $ to feed her family again. poor girl came to spore as a little girl and have been earning $ for her family for 15 over years. that's the same story for most women there who hopes to earn a living. anyway, we will miss u. all the best! live well live strong! :)